On the contrary to my posts, I'm not an angry person. Actually, if you knew me personally you'd see me as a very good person. I just have a lot of venting to do and I mean A LOT. I'd vent to family members but this way I can actually get my point of view out there and not just waste my energy.
Granted, my energy will amount to that of a hot cup of coffee, but nevertheless.
I'm a jokester, I volunteer at the local Search and Rescue effort and I'm generally happy. Doesn't mean I'm content with my life, this blog helps me relieve some of the tension. I'm unemployed, uneducated, fat and have severe manic depression. I'm not Bipolar, even though that's what manic depression IS, but the whole idea behind it is one second someone is happy the other time they're mad. I'm not like that, I'm just unstable and extremely stressed.
What does someone like me, an unemployed person just about out of their teens, have to be stressed about? I'm fucking unemployed and I can't find a job for shit.
I hate this. That's it.
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