Ok, so I suffer from crippling mental ailments. Essentially while I am work, as days pass I slowly become more and more depressed until I am either bed ridden or suicidal leading up to me having to quit. I need to get on Welfare or something, because I can't afford to live on a handful of lint, expired coupons and a bank account with $0.76.
Ok, so step one, apply. Alright, so in order for me to prove that I am what I am, I have to go to therapy from anywhere from 6 months to a year, get a note from my Doctor and my Therapist and then I can apply.
...6 months to a year? Is this because there is such an influx of people that are abusing the system that there has to be protocol and parameters to be met so you can be accepted? I'm not going off of a tin-foil hat basis. There's someone in the family, not blood related (THANK FUCK,) that got on AISH, Assured Income for the Severely Handicapped, for being lazy.
No, he's not mentally ill. He's just lazy. My cousin, of whom worked with him for a while, even told me he was lazy. He just sat around, bitching and complaining about how hard the work was.
Difference between me and him? I don't mind working, it's getting up in the morning, going to work and completing the day. Imagine I have a hourglass that runs off of my sanity, whether or not my depression is taking over my will. This hourglass, fills endlessly until I have a while to rest. Contrary to what other people can do, a year of work for 2 weeks of vacation (or so,) I can do about a month of work and have a month off to recuperate.
It's not a whole deal with laziness, considering I have asthma, depression, social phobia, severe anxiety and I'm pretty damn overweight, I'm a good worker. I'm kinda lazy, yeah, comes with the weight. However, I'm not a slacker, I do my share, I earn my pay and I go home. Same with everyone else, I would hope. It's not like I haven't exactly tried to work, I've held jobs before, only to be overwhelmed by my mental disorders. This never works when it comes to resumes.
I'm just sick of seeing/hearing about people that have no physical or mental ailments getting welfare just because they're lazy.
In fact, on the news yesterday, I heard about a war veteran, who can't even walk, is being prioritized below able bodied people on the welfare (or AISH, equivalents,) waiting list. This fucking guy can't walk, can't collect insurance, barely has enough to live to get by after he risked is life only to get this bullshit handed to him and has to rely on family. Is this seriously how people live their lives? By finding loopholes to find ways to make their easy lives easier? Fuck. I'll gladly put myself behind someone like a FUCKING WAR VETERAN on the invisible welfare waiting line. I'm not a cunt like 99% of the world. One more month.. one more month.
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